Midnight rants.

I’m currently watching the dance video of Chosen Generation on Youtube as people in the office, Joy and Athan, were talking about this hyped song earlier this afternoon. Listening to it now, I can’t help but associate M in this video. Although he absolutely has nothing to do with it, but the video makes me remember of what happened in Ateneo where the WYD11 Madrid to Manila was held. Thus linking the memory with M since WYD=memories with M. No question about that.

I really don’t intend for this to happen, I mean associating just about every little thing in my surroundings with him, but pathetically that’s just the way it is. His existence impulsively reflects everywhere I go. Hmm one can say I can’t get him out of my head - out of my system. I’m not wishing for that to happen tough, not even close. But it just bothers me a bit why I’m acting like this.. Could it be that I miss him that much? Like really THAT much for me to act like this? Crazy..

While waiting for the video to buff earlier, I was making the minutes of our last management team meeting. As the usual, I can’t focus on doing the task with a hundred percent of my attention. I keep doing this and doing that. Standing up and sitting again. Looking for things to assemble and disassemble. That’s the usual me when given a computer work. I’m expecting to stay up late again for tonight, I still have to finish this minutes. Argh.. I’m thinking this would be my training in becoming a corporate secretary. But then again, I don’t think I may settle for being just that. I’m off to something better. Like serving God perhaps? Nah.. I’m talking nonsense again..

I should be back working on the minutes now. But I’m craving for midnight snacks na pud :|