I had too much drama being a kid. Yes, I still act like a kid. I cry and I whine when I feel hopeless. And I know I just have to grow up. But how? I’ve been very dependent all my life.
The only good thing about my life now is that “the odds are in my favor.” And I feel very blessed because of that! I never had to be responsible all my life. I only have to realize that circumstances aren’t the same as before anymore where I can just go away with my irresponsibility. Yeah, that’s hard for me to accept but I know somehow that I have to grow up and stand on my own.
Mind you, having to “grow up” isn’t easy when no one is there who encourages and supports you all the way. Thank God I have my parents and a few supportive friends!
And of course, my biggest and ultimate back up source of strength, the Lord my God! What do I need more when I have my EVERYTHING!!
T H A N K Y O U !! ♥ :)