..Ideas

I found this status somewhere in Facebook..

Rational thinking can be dangerous thinking. Just because you’re rational doesn’t mean you’re logical. The difference? The former kills while the latter gives life.

Well..I’m not certain about this but it sure is something we can think about. :))

(Source: mingkiemingkie)

I used to have that the same intense passion burning that I can’t contain all the unconditional love all to myself and I just had to share it. However I lost it. And I don’t know if I’d want to bring it back.. I mean I don’t know.. I’m happy at where I am. Though some things are missing, but when was life ever complete? Only when one is able to embrace Him with all his heart, mind and soul. And I’m just at the brink of it. So I must be coming near.. Will that be good enough?

(Source: mingkiemingkie)

Being a kid :)

I had too much drama being a kid. Yes, I still act like a kid. I cry and I whine when I feel hopeless. And I know I just have to grow up. But how? I’ve been very dependent all my life. 

The only good thing about my life now is that “the odds are in my favor.” And I feel very blessed because of that! I never had to be responsible all my life. I only have to realize that circumstances aren’t the same as before anymore where I can just go away with my irresponsibility. Yeah, that’s hard for me to accept but I know somehow that I have to grow up and stand on my own. 

Mind you, having to “grow up” isn’t easy when no one is there who encourages and supports you all the way. Thank God I have my parents and a few supportive friends! 

And of course, my biggest and ultimate back up source of strength, the Lord my God! What do I need more when I have my EVERYTHING!!

T H A N K  Y O U !! ♥ :)

Turning 30 (by unisysmusic)

This was definitely a good movie but might depend upon one’s taste. 

I am personally touched by this movie because I can relate. Although I am far from reaching  30 since I’m still on my earliest 20’s but I can definitely see myself through the whole movie.

Reflections? I’m hardly good at any but I might try.. It’s really good to know that I’m not alone in this kind of phase. That there are a lot more women out there who feels the same way. I should say I look up to those women who doesn’t have to go through this kind of phase. They must be really strong-willed, independent and career driven. Something which I want to be for my own self.

Needless to say, I’m no one like that. I’m dependent, cry-baby and a tad of irresponsible for my own actions. Kind of like that.. And now what am I supposed to do? Change myself? But as the movie portrays, change is not that easy. It’s a process. That might be a cliche but it’s just hard to live by. Change is very unconventional for most and takes us away from our comfort zone. People take this change differently. But as for me, I should really learn to embrace it. And that I just have to learn that nothing’s constant and everything changes. 

This new mantra might just help me move on and just be simply happy. I don’t know. I’m just gonna live life for that matter.. :’] ♥

It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on :)

Facebook Status (not mine)

So I am inexplicably happy and I don’t know why. Being in a mission and being able to glorify His name in one way or another simply brings genuine happiness within myself. Such an uber amazing gift! like srsly :) ♥

(Source: mingkiemingkie)

Random Day’s Thought

I just got home from FUEL meeting. Time check: 12:08am

Good thing Kuya Sayas brought his multicab. We were able to hitch a ride in going home.. Pondering upon the meeting, I can’t complain anything about the team I am now working with, except maybe for being time conscious because someone is always late in all the meetings so far. But other than that, I cannot complain about their professional working ethics. (as I said, except if they become more time conscious and appear early during meetings. Yeah, only that.) They work very systematically and are very well organized. They’re activities are well planned and they do not depend upon “God’s time”. I mean they really do their best with their work. I can’t help to compare them with the currently I am now with. Spiritually, yes their (MME) role and guidance is very vital in my spiritual life. I cannot see myself anywhere near the Lord without the teachings they have taught me. But when it comes to office works and planning activities, all I can say is.. They suck. Big time. The word “Let’s wait for the Holy’s Spirit intervention and direction.” I mean, hello? What will the HS do if we ourselves don’t work for the activity? Well, I don’t know with them. Their system of organizing events is “not as well-organized as others.” And I doubt if they will ever be.. >_<

Another thought about FUEL is: It’s all too good to be true now. All of them are very friendly and accommodating and understanding as yet. But then again, I just know that SOONER OR LATER “true colors” will eventually come out.. I just hope it won’t be as worse as the so called “MME evangelizers.”

On the other note: M’s memories still linger around my mind. I just realized, I don’t want to be alone because then, all I will ever think about is him. And the more I think about him, the more the pain and memories rush around my head and I lose my i-am-happy aura right then and there. Just that. 

Another thing is, the thought that he has found a new love interested beside him, over there, up there, down there, somewhere, it makes me sad like this: :(

So I don’t know how long I can still go with this “thing”.. because:

The moment I finally decide to stop this foolishness, another “positive sign” comes my way. And I go back from the scratch just like that. So yeah, good luck to me.

I honestly hate being melodramatic but these are the thoughts which keep on bugging my mind these past months.. What can I do? @_@

What Makes a Girl Beautiful

thediaryofayoungman:

A girl is beautiful whenever she knows confidence and practices it at situations where it is needed. She is not afraid and timid. What she has to say, for her, must be heard. Audiences and groups of people never intimidate her.

A girl is beautiful whenever she reads books. She doesn’t bother about the people staring at her whenever her tears are starting to fall due to Nicholas Sparks’ novels. Instead, she pours herself into it and internalizes that true love does exist just like in novels.

A girl is beautiful if she knows that personality is what matters the most. She doesn’t splurge on Dolce or Gucci just to impress people and have a date for the night. She uses her personality in order to attract people.

A girl is beautiful whenever she smiles.

A girl is beautiful whenever she appreciates simplicity over other things. She doesn’t dwell on making things complicated. She enjoys the basics.

A girl is beautiful whenever she writes letters for her special someone. She knows that a physical letter means a lot to a person who is reading it. Especially if it is a love letter.

A girl is beautiful whenever she doesn’t complain how difficult things are. She accepts the challenge and learns from it. Courage is the name of the game.

A girl is beautiful whenever she knows how to prioritize herself. She cares about herself but not too much that it overshadows others.

A girl is beautiful if she is intelligent. She can tell the difference between mass and weight as well as the difference between carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide.

A girl is beautiful whenever she cares for others. She doesn’t think twice if there is someone who needs her. She just helps.

Most importantly, a girl is beautiful if she accepts herself. She is proud of who she is and how she looks no matter what other people say to her.

Life is how you make it :)

It depends on how you perceive it and live to its fullest.

I am Angeli, a lay Catholic missionary. How does that sound? HAHAH I only write when given the inspiration. I reblog most of the time and transfer the quotes from my cp to my posts. That shows how much of a lazy kid I am. ZZzz :) ♥

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